Monday, September 15, 2008

Something in me just doesn't let me give up!

There has been this doubt attacking me that the finances won't be coming in for ministry school. However, I just know deep within me that this is the year that I'm supposed to be in ministry school.

I can't submit to the doubt. Even though I'm tempted to submit to it, something in me just won't let me. I can't give up now.

Even if the finances don't come in, I'm staying here. I am at peace about being here. I may be miserable if I'm not able to go to school, but there is a definite peace about being here anyway. I'm not at peace about the idea of not going to school this year. I just know in my heart it has to be done. For me to believe otherwise would be sin for me at this point.

So, I know where I'm supposed to be. I know I'm supposed to go to school this year. The finances haven't come into alignment yet. I command the finances to come into alignment right now in the name of Jesus. Thank you, Jesus, that you are going to provide all my needs for school. This was your idea, God, so though it looks impossible, I know you make a way!


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