Honestly, I hate having to bring this up again and again.
This month, I have only paid $100 on my rent, and I still owe $215. Rent was due on the first, and it's now the 10th.
My church back at home has been very great in supporting me. Sadly, this month, the church as a whole has not been able to give anything, other than one person giving $150 (otherwise I wouldn't have even paid part of the rent).
I keep hearing that God is always on time. Why has he not been on time for me lately? I dont get this. It doesn't make sense. But he has provided, at least. It's come a little late, but better late than never. I guess I'm just getting tired of hearing that he's on time when I don't see him providing on time lately. But then again, he definitely has the ability to provide on time. He can do all things. So what's keeping him from providing on time?
Anyway, I'm not sure saying God always provides on time is a good thing to say to someone who has been believing that but for some reason has seen it come late, or hasn't even seen the provision yet and it's already too late.
Is it God's will for me to be in school right now? I believe so. But the question I have is if God always provides on time, why am I not seeing it on time? At the pace I'm going at right now, I'm going to be homeless by the end of the month. Forget about school. :(
Monday, November 10, 2008
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