I just got out of spending a minute or two in Heaven with Jesus. It's been a while since I've done that, and need to do it more. Ah, love those moments. Now I'm not saying I haven't talked to Jesus in a while, but it's been a while since I've actually gone to Heaven. I need to start doing that more. But I was interrupted here on Earth by someone I'm staying with. I'll have to go back later.
OK, in other news, It has been a good week in Virginia so far. At the same time, I have sensed two evil spirits, the religious spirit and the political spirit, mixing together. It's something I knew about before I came here, but now being here it's easy to be overwhelmed.
I will not let it overwhelm me. That doesn't mean I won't have my moments where it is really bothering me. It was bothering me yesterday. But I won't let it stop me.
At least I'm in a position that I wasn't in at the Dream Center where it's easy for me to take time and spend with God and to go to Heaven, and pull things from Heaven down to Earth. I really need to do that in this season. The main reason I need to do this regularly in this season (though I want to do this regularly in other seasons too) is because of this mix of the religious spirit and political spirit. It has formed a culture that is overly serious. I understand there are serious issues, but there is a lack of joy here. Well I want to bring that joy.
The week or two before I left Redding, I fell into depression and just lost the joy I had. I guess it crept back in because all the confusion I was going through. So I was back in North Carolina, still in this depression and confusion. I was operating out of that, not meaning to.
I'm doing better now. Somehow I've been able to get over that depression and started regaining my joy. There is a bit more clarity. But this overly serious culture here is something I want to destroy. It's not doing me any good, nor is it doing the other people here any good. So I just ask you to pray for me as far as that goes.
I'm going to assess where I'm at once a month as far as if I can get back to Redding. I'm going to look at my finances and where I'm at spiritually. I believe I'll be back in Redding by July 2010. I will probably go ahead and apply for first year BSSM when I get paid. For those who don't know, yes I was in BSSM for first year before but unable to complete it due to finances.
OK, so I'm bringing the joy here, working, and working on the long term plan to get back to Redding. Be blessed, everyone!
OK, in other news, It has been a good week in Virginia so far. At the same time, I have sensed two evil spirits, the religious spirit and the political spirit, mixing together. It's something I knew about before I came here, but now being here it's easy to be overwhelmed.
I will not let it overwhelm me. That doesn't mean I won't have my moments where it is really bothering me. It was bothering me yesterday. But I won't let it stop me.
At least I'm in a position that I wasn't in at the Dream Center where it's easy for me to take time and spend with God and to go to Heaven, and pull things from Heaven down to Earth. I really need to do that in this season. The main reason I need to do this regularly in this season (though I want to do this regularly in other seasons too) is because of this mix of the religious spirit and political spirit. It has formed a culture that is overly serious. I understand there are serious issues, but there is a lack of joy here. Well I want to bring that joy.
The week or two before I left Redding, I fell into depression and just lost the joy I had. I guess it crept back in because all the confusion I was going through. So I was back in North Carolina, still in this depression and confusion. I was operating out of that, not meaning to.
I'm doing better now. Somehow I've been able to get over that depression and started regaining my joy. There is a bit more clarity. But this overly serious culture here is something I want to destroy. It's not doing me any good, nor is it doing the other people here any good. So I just ask you to pray for me as far as that goes.
I'm going to assess where I'm at once a month as far as if I can get back to Redding. I'm going to look at my finances and where I'm at spiritually. I believe I'll be back in Redding by July 2010. I will probably go ahead and apply for first year BSSM when I get paid. For those who don't know, yes I was in BSSM for first year before but unable to complete it due to finances.
OK, so I'm bringing the joy here, working, and working on the long term plan to get back to Redding. Be blessed, everyone!
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