Forgotten...

I kind of feel sometimes that I've been forgotten by my church back at home. I'm not sure if this is perceived or actual. I just feel like they think I'm a lost cause. Yet I refuse to give up because of that. I considered them my "home church" for years. I loved them, and I still do. But I've come to realize that I need to move on.

I realize that the prophetic word I received from Ivan Allum a few years ago said I would need to ask my local church for help. I did. And for a while, they helped me, but then it just kind of fell apart. I can't make anyone obey God when God tells them to give. They just choose not to give. What am I supposed to do? I just need to trust God anyway.

I'm looking for a job right now, and I have to be out of this house by tomorrow. As of the moment, I have no place to stay starting tomorrow. I hope that changes. Even if it doesn't change, whatever happens, it is still an opportunity for the Kingdom of Heaven to invade the circumstances.

Others might have forgotten me, but I know that God hasn't forgotten me.