Today I made some decisions based on my hurt, in discussions with friends on Facebook.
That was wrong. I'm sorry about that.
But I'm hurting.
I'm hurting because I had a prophetic word, several in fact, about being in Redding, California, and it has yet to come to pass, yet people are telling me maybe I shouldn't be here.
I'm hurting because I know this is where God wants me, but things don't appear to be working out.
I'm hurting because I feel like my friends are no longer supporting me just because I'm struggling. That's when a lot of "friends" leave you and you find out who your real friends are.
I'm hurting because my home church hasn't really communicated with me in forever and I kind of feel abandoned.
But I'm not giving up. I still have this hurt. But I can't let that cause me to give up.
That was wrong. I'm sorry about that.
But I'm hurting.
I'm hurting because I had a prophetic word, several in fact, about being in Redding, California, and it has yet to come to pass, yet people are telling me maybe I shouldn't be here.
I'm hurting because I know this is where God wants me, but things don't appear to be working out.
I'm hurting because I feel like my friends are no longer supporting me just because I'm struggling. That's when a lot of "friends" leave you and you find out who your real friends are.
I'm hurting because my home church hasn't really communicated with me in forever and I kind of feel abandoned.
But I'm not giving up. I still have this hurt. But I can't let that cause me to give up.
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