I wonder why some people want to treat others like a child, like they know nothing. I wonder why some people want to come into the place of being a mentor to someone, without truly knowing the person or without the person's permission. I wonder why people want to put themselves of spiritual father over people who do not need or want them as a spiritual father. I wonder why people want to direct a person's life when a person may have a direction already.
I'm not against spiritual fathers. I'm not against speaking destiny into someone's life. But sometimes this can be used to control people too. I feel like some of that has gone on. Some of the things on my heart are being totally overlooked, and I feel like I'm getting sidetracked and pulled from the things I know I need to do and into the things someone else thinks I need to do. And the funny thing is this person who is distracting me is the very same person that says I shouldn't get distracted. What's up with that?
Thanks for the help, but I've already got a direction. Thanks for the help, but I'm already making progress and you're kind of holding me back. Thank you, but no thanks.
So I'm heading back to southern California, likely San Diego this time. It looks like doors are opening up there and there's a Bethel Church plant I'd like to attend. I was told they have a ministry school based on Bethel's school but they have no information on their web site. Regardless, I can find something to further my training. I went to Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. I didn't complete it, but I went. There's other options, and I'm pretty much over Bethel now.
I've been sending my resumes out to places in San Diego, and even got a call from a Target store the other day that was wanting to know when I'd be in town.
I have picked April 25th to be the date I get back in town. I'm trying to contact the San Diego Dream Center for a temporary place to stay, and now I just need help to get there. An airplane ticket, a ride, whatever. I'm just going to find a way to get there.
I'm not against spiritual fathers. I'm not against speaking destiny into someone's life. But sometimes this can be used to control people too. I feel like some of that has gone on. Some of the things on my heart are being totally overlooked, and I feel like I'm getting sidetracked and pulled from the things I know I need to do and into the things someone else thinks I need to do. And the funny thing is this person who is distracting me is the very same person that says I shouldn't get distracted. What's up with that?
Thanks for the help, but I've already got a direction. Thanks for the help, but I'm already making progress and you're kind of holding me back. Thank you, but no thanks.
So I'm heading back to southern California, likely San Diego this time. It looks like doors are opening up there and there's a Bethel Church plant I'd like to attend. I was told they have a ministry school based on Bethel's school but they have no information on their web site. Regardless, I can find something to further my training. I went to Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry. I didn't complete it, but I went. There's other options, and I'm pretty much over Bethel now.
I've been sending my resumes out to places in San Diego, and even got a call from a Target store the other day that was wanting to know when I'd be in town.
I have picked April 25th to be the date I get back in town. I'm trying to contact the San Diego Dream Center for a temporary place to stay, and now I just need help to get there. An airplane ticket, a ride, whatever. I'm just going to find a way to get there.
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