A new update

At this time, I think I should update you all on what has been going on in my life. And seeing how it's been since May since my last update, I figured it's time.

I'm still in San Diego County, and there are no immediate plans to go anywhere else. I had been going to The Awakening for church, as mentioned in my last post. However, I found I wasn't connecting like I had hoped. A few weeks ago I visited Glory Mountain Fellowship and I pretty much instantly plugged in. It was great. The Awakening is a great church, but I know I need to be in a place where I have no problem connecting with the people. For whatever reason, I had trouble connecting at The Awakening. It's not anyone's fault at The Awakening, it's just not meant to be between me and them.

There have been family issues. My brother started some stuff and also because of my stance against freemasonry, my family just has some major issues with me. It's a long story but pretty much I'm no longer in the "Cagle family". My last name is still Cagle. It crossed my mind to have it legally changed at some point but I haven't really decided yet. I hold no grudge against my family and would love to be in relationship with them, but I also want to see them come out of freemasonry and into a relationship with the real Jesus Christ. I believe family is very important. They've essentially chosen to no longer be in relationship with me because of their commitment to the Masons.

I have purchased my own cell phone plan and my own cell phone. This was the last shred of dependence on my family I had left, and I'm free from that now.

I'm still praying about where to go to ministry school in the future. I don't know if I want to do BSSM again. Part of me really wants to, but then part of me wants to look into other options too. The Awakening's School of Activation? Maybe if I can stay at Glory Mountain for my home church. But if Glory Mountain starts up a ministry school, especially if it's a school based on Bethel's curriculum, that's where I'm going most likely.

It's been said by some of my "friends" that I made a crazy decision in coming back to California. Yeah, I guess I was pretty crazy to leave Virginia, where my life was pretty much controlled by a "minister" and businessman who was pretty paranoid about everything and motivated by fear. Yeah, I should have stayed there. Instead, I broke free from there, moved back to California, and found a job within two weeks of coming out there, and the housing situation worked out. Yeah, doesn't sound like I should have come out here. Not at all. Because everything is working out. Yeah, who would want things to actually work out? Oh wait, things working out is is a good thing!